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This semester I did not necessarily fail a class
or an exam but a goal I had set for myself. I had promised myself that I would
not fall behind in my online classes and be scrambling for exams like I did
last semester. By coming to ENT in person and watching my elective livestreamed
I was mostly on top of it until my social schedule and sorority friends limited
me from watching the 5 hours of economics lectures that were assigned every
week. By the time spring break had finished I had over 30 hours of lectures
that I needed to catch up on in 1 week for the upcoming exam. I feel like I had
failed myself and fallen back into bad habits that led to my unsatisfactory
grade last semester.
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I learned that while a busy social schedule is
fun and good for your happiness, choosing to put social or sorority life above your
goals and the time required for your classes is never the correct choice. This
was never a problem in high school because outside of the 8 hours I attended class
I was able to have social time and not fall behind in classes that I already have to attend. This was my largest
adjustment in joining the business school at UF. I however did buckle down and
watch all my lectures and scored a 97 on the exam.
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Failure is probably my biggest fear. I had never
failed or dropped a class in my life even during my AA degree at community
college. At a school like UF I thought that I would thrive, but the fear of
failure has just further pushed me to work harder. When I had to tell my friends
that I was locked in my room every day and unable to spend any time with them
was hard. I missed so many things that I would’ve been able to attend if I had
simply managed my time better in the month before. Transferring to a college
that didn’t primarily use Electronic Platform crossed my mind, but I realized
that there was no way I was going to change my whole major because I fall behind
on videos. There are so many ways to solve that problem.
In this class I have seen that
failure is not something that tells shows you need to change what you are
doing, but rather an indicator that you should change how you are doing it. My
approach to this online class was wrong, not the fact that I am taking an
online class. Being able to adapt and work through these problems to reach
success is mainly what this class has taught me.
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ReplyDeleteHey Jordan,
ReplyDeleteI really liked how you stated that although failure is your biggest fear, you use it to motivate you to accomplish great things. I feel as though this class has definitely had an impact on myself as well as to how I view failure and I do believe it is one of the key takeaways. I also think it's pretty cool to see that you've made the realization about prioritizing Greek life. It can be very hard with all the events going on around you so well done! Good job on your post overall!
Samuel Ackenine